I don’t really remember writing this song, 8 years ago. I feel like it just came to me; flowed into my mind like a gift from heaven.

I know that the scripture that inspired the idea for me was Luke 2:35 when Simeon says to Mary “Yea, a sword shall pierce through thy own soul also”.

In 2016, my brother Stephen unexpectedly passed away, ten days before Christmas. His 28 years on earth ended when a drunk driver hit him head-on on highway 80. 

It was a devastating time for our family. 

I felt like a sword had pierced through my mother’s and father’s souls. 

While we found comfort ultimately in Jesus Christ, in the knowledge of the plan of salvation, and of eternal families bound together by covenants, one of the small things that brought comfort to my soul was this song. 

I never would’ve thought when I wrote it a couple years earlier that I was helping bring peace to myself during a difficult trial. 

The message from the angel to “fear not” was given to Mary, to the shepherds, and unto "all people". 

It was given to us. 

I wish the angel’s invitation to trust in Jesus could have sunk deeper into my brother’s heart before he died. He struggled, with his faith in God; he was bitter against him and life in general, and had separated himself from the church. He had fears; he had doubts. 

This song is a reminder that we all have those doubts and fears, but if we trust, we can have joy, for we have Jesus, the Savior of us all.

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Fear Not vocal solo and piano accompaniment 344 KB

I wrote this song about 6 years ago, and was so excited to have it produced professionally for Christmas 2021. Special thanks to my husband Anthony for supporting me in this project, Daniel Blomberg for arranging and producing the song, and Dave Zimmerman for the mix; the incredible vocalists Abraham Thomas, Chalyse Alapa, Kristen Scott, Navie Nayon Smith, Emmanuel Martinez, and David Allen who were able to come together and record and film on such short notice! and Nate Terry for his amazing video skills! Also a huge thank you to the Aguilar family for their son Boss participating in the video, and to my faithful friend, Tera Nelson; without her help the details for the video shoot would not have come together. It turned out SO beautiful; Merry Christmas!

"This night Lord of heaven and earth has come and He is the light and the life...He is Jesus Christ."

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This Night inspirational pop ballad for 3 male and 3 female vocalists 416 KB

This arrangement puts a twist on the traditional melody. I love the reverent feel. It holds a special place in my heart because it means so much to my children. They fell asleep listening to this recording of their mom and dad singing together. So even though I hear all the flaws in my vocal recording and would love a re-do, my kids want me to keep it just as it is. And I love that they love it. 

 

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